Savages and Beasts

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Gladys wants me, as she said the other day, to keep away from
him, I think Sister Gladys loves him…”
“Have you ever thought of leaving your job?” Anton asked
her.
“Yes it has passed my mind a few times; this position here
isn’t what I imagined to do for the rest of my life”
“This is the time to consider it seriously, Mary,” Anton said
looking at those two eyes with the melancholy of the violation
she has lived through interchanging with the brightness of the
sunny August day, the brightness which made Anton feel content
and joyous, brightness he would love to see reflecting in Mary’s
eyes for the rest of their time together, “I’ll be with you, baby,”
he said using that tender word for the first time, “I’ll be with you,
stand by you, anytime you think is the right time…this place isn’t
where you belong, you wouldn’t believe your eyes when you’ll
look at the detailed entries of the diary.”
“I can imagine, you know, I have seen a lot in this facility
too; I’ve been here for a long time too,” she said and tears cascaded
down her eyes, “what these poor children have gone through…
but let us talk of this again some other time. I’d say, time to go
back to work for both of us,” she added and kissed him again
before he started his truck and drove back to the mausoleum.
The working day passed smoothly and when time came
for Anton to leave, he passed by the hospital as he had promised
Dylan and spent half an hour with the Irish man, who appreciated
Anton’s gesture.
“Is this diary yours, Dylan, or you got it from someone
else?” Anton asked him.
“It’s mine.”
“You witnessed all the events narrated in the diary?”
“Yes, of course.”

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Jazz with Ella

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VOLGA RIVER, JULY 16, 1974
At first, it appeared that Marty’s prediction of a good chug-a-lug and dance was dead wrong. The 25 workers from a local car factory’s social club came on board looking nervous and formal. They had been bussed from the off-limits industrial town of Toglyatti, across the narrow neck of a bend in the Volga, to the point where the riverboat was moored.
Natasha rushed to make a characteristic announcement over the intercom: “Attention, attention. Group from Canada—your guests are in the lounge. Meet your guests NOW.” This announcement was repeated until the students began streaming into the halls.
The leader of the factory group, who introduced himself as Slava, wore slicked-back hair and a shiny, rumpled gabardine suit. He nodded briefly at Ivan Nikolaevich who launched into a formal speech of welcome.
Slava responded with, “This is an honour to be invited aboard to meet westerners. I’m certain our comrades will make a favourable impression on the group from Canada.”
Several of the students missed the introduction. “Why didn’t they let us know what time to expect the meeting?” said David, still tucking in his shirt as he hurried down the passage.
“And whether it was supposed to be formal attire,” said Maria, as she swung open the lounge doors. “Oh god, the room is full and Lona’s already got a fan club. She’s dressed to the nines.”
“So, what do we do now? Mingle?”
“Join a group of happy workers and listen while they quote Lenin, apparently.” Maria could overhear one table at which two eager men …

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Impulses

Hat
He dons his hat peers outside
at darkness under clouds
laughter staggers like
it craves light from under rock
Look up he said the geese show a path
toward the same direction
keep your hat on and your arms
keep them open a wish may
embrace you or smiling passion
kiss before you run into
the ambush pain
of having a hat on
under lead clouds
and the sun hiding behind

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