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Caitlin looked round again at Michael with eyes that seemed to him to be a little distraught. “Why do you say that?” she asked.
“Doesn’t Padraig’s return bring some of the past back with him?”
“Yes, I suppose it does. But it’s a past that has been dragged forward into the present. It’s been broken and battered and bruised on the way. Parts of it smashed completely. I hardly recognize it. You can’t drag the past around, like a toy on the end of a string, and expect it to remain undamaged.”
“What about Padraig?” Michael’s voice hinted at the unease he was feeling. “Has he remained undamaged?”
“Oh he’s changed utterly,” Caitlin declared. “He left here a young man, one once possessed of the Devil. He returns a priest, possessed of God. What greater change could there be in anyone?”
“Do you think the Devil has really left him?”
“Yes, years ago. Long before he went off to university in Belfast the Devil stopped possessing him.” Caitlin paused, and a shudder trembled through her body. “It used to frighten me so much at first. I’d see him fall and roll around. His eyes would go all funny, and his mouth would open and shut and he’d slobber and … It was awful, Michael. But I learned from my father, and from Padraig himself, not to be frightened by poor Padraig’s fits. I was even able to help him after a while. And then they stopped.”
“And he started hearing voices instead?”
“Yes, poor Padraig. What a strange, strange boy. He would sit up there among the rocks on Donevan. You know Slieve Donevan, where the big hollow is below the tors and it makes a kind of shelter? He used to sit up there all night. Sometimes two or three nights and days at a time, not moving, not eating, just staring out into space. He said he could see Jesus on the cross hanging in the sky away out in front of him over the sea. And he used to stare at the bowed head of Christ, stare at it without moving an eyelash. Then one night there was just the cross, bright like the full moon. And it came towards him through the sky and spoke to him. It said, ‘I am the Lord God Almighty. From you have I cast out all evil. Go you now and cleanse the souls of all mankind, for they have departed from my ways.’ Padraig told me all about it when he came down. I’ve never forgotten his words. He said he had to tell someone or his skull would split open. And he knew I’d believe him and wouldn’t laugh.”
“Did you believe him?”
“Yes, of course. And I still do. I mean, I believe he had that experience.

