Jazz with Ella

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were locked in a sweaty ball. He had discovered the boathouse one day while bicycling about the countryside, seeing faces in stones and hearing gasps of pleasure in the trees. At least he supposed it to be a boathouse, although it was hard to imagine who would own a private boat large enough for these premises. It was too small to have serviced the old river barge traffic, though the thing did look like it was pre-revolutionary. It’s dangerous, he thought but he liked that idea. There were holes in the rough-planked floor, mouldering corners and the whole thing teetered on two tarred, weathered posts that stood in the river. As a public official he should have the rat-infested thing condemned and removed. As Tanya’s lover he had greeted it gleefully.
The location was perfect. It was away from prying eyes on a narrow overgrown stretch of footpath. Anyone passing by might hear them but not see them. They’d be too worried about hooligans to come barging in. Nonetheless, they had to be careful. When he met Tanya that night before dusk at a prearranged spot—a lone birch tree on a little rise of land—he told her that he had a big surprise for her but she had to remain quiet, not only on her journey there, but—and he didn’t know how to convey the matter delicately to her—she had to stay quiet through the moments of her greatest ecstasy. Sounds, he knew, carried loudly over the river. Tanya had agreed to this restriction while on the walk. In fact, she had nibbled his ear and swore to speak only into its fleshy pink folds, filling his head with such thoughts that he wanted to pull her to the ground out there in the open.
When they reached the rickety building, she looked dubious, but he had already foreseen this problem and had fixed it up with some comforts. He had cleared away the rotting planks and debris, then stretched a clean blanket on the narrow strip of floor that surrounded the boat berth. On the blanket he placed an orange, procured at some expense from old lady Ullanova’s Moscow market contact. Tanya exclaimed and giggled at these attempts at ambience; they appeared to satisfy her somewhat, though she cast nervous glances at the dank, smelly corners.
She arranged the skirt of her summer dress up around her waist, and snatching the orange with both hands, dug her nails into the peel. Finally, she settled on the blanket, leaning back on her elbows. Her honey-brown eyes, slightly slanted like those of a Tatar, smiled at him and she slowly spread her olive legs, lay back and curved an arm high over her head, causing one breast to pop out of the dress.

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Savages and Beasts

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Time passed slowly like the slow flowing water of the
Thompson River. Yet Anton’s thoughts ran wild with each
thought followed by another in an unbreakable sequence as if
trying to turn him mad, as if he was in the deepest maze from
which he couldn’t escape. Then suddenly a sunray lighted his
face, he had to report the news to the School personnel. He
ran upstairs and finding Sister Gladys who was walking to her
desk he stopped her. He related the bad news to her. She stayed
with her gaping mouth for a good two minutes, until slowly she
walked to her desk and sat. Then she realized she had to pass the
bad news to Father Jerome and Father Nicolas to whose office
she ran; surely after knocking on father Jerome’s door she entered
and informed him of Mr. Kelly’s death.
A gentle breeze was blowing over the western mountains
and was hitting the city of Kamloops on this day of our Lord August
the 17th, at 8:16 AM when the hospital personnel declared Mr. Kelly
dead, Father Jerome wrote in the Residential School logs, there
was no next of kin to be informed, the undertaker took their
orders to pick the body for their preparations, the funeral should
take place next day, early in the morning.
Mary learned of the bad news a few minutes later when
Anton went upstairs and knocked at her door. She took him
inside her humble room with all the signs of a secretary’s room:
her simple bed, a small desk by the window, a small closet, a chest
with her cloths against one wall, a sink, the bathroom. Mary’s
tears cascaded down her cheeks; Anton hugged her.
“Mr. Kelly was so young,” Mary said to which Anton
didn’t respond. He kept her tightly in his arms, seek her lips.
They kissed, a timeless kiss, a sweet kiss.
Mary was another person when they kissed; she was the
young woman who for the first time in six years yearned for a man

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Übermensch

Pneuma
Nothing had remained in the room but the moist
of her sigh, falling star, orphan in the gleaming sky
a stolen kiss, spring morning, her shoulder long hair
golden wavy breeze, shy beautiful glance just
escaping through the half open eyelid, pond surface
where the loon took refuge, the osprey’s tail which
you saw or you didn’t, her fiery mound, bittersweet
surprise like her breath that stopped momentarily.
That night it rained so heavy no one could hear our
moans. And our sins, what was their purpose?
I like those who don’t keep for themselves even a drop
of pneuma, but struggle only to be pneuma of virtue.

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