LONG barbarous roads: they slaughtered the harmless animals in the backyard, behind the columns, lenders gazed at the city spitefully, merchants and travelling seers always see bad omens and black women and children in the agora at the hour when from inside the cup that the enraptured raised to drink the key to the kingdom suddenly fell.
This much I Gazed This much I have gazed on beauty, my vision is filled with it. Contours of the body. Red lips. Sensual limbs. Hair as if taken from Greek statues, always beautiful, even when undone, and falling, a bit, on the white brow. Faces of love, as my poetry wished them…in the nights of my early manhood, in my nights, secretly, met…
Perhaps for this reason my sister never forgave her — for her eternal beauty — this old woman-little girl, wise in her antithesis, given in her denial of beauty and joy — ascetic, repulsive in her wisdom, alone, unrelated, even her cloths are spitefully old, flowing over her, out of fashion and her belt is but a loose string, worn out, like a vein without blood around her waist (which she constantly tightens) like the string of a fallen curtain that doesn’t open or close anymore, slanting and showing an image of an eternal acrid austerity with sharp rocks and huge trees, leafless, branching over some stereotypical, pompous clouds; and there at the far end, the presence of a lost sheep, a white, lively stigma, a grain of tenderness — invisible — and my own sister a vertical rock enclosed in its toughness — unbearable. Listen to her, almost fastidious; she gets excited as she observes mother placing a flower on her hair or her breasts, when she crosses the hallway with those musical steps, when she leans her head a bit with certain sorrowful leisure, echoing a significant sound from her long earrings to her shoulder, which only she hears — her sweet privilege. And my sister gets angry.
Version of Doomsday The eye which got tired looking at the perennially same dream the eye that connived colorful imitations, what an eyesore on morals. Which cry enriching the movement inside the image with joyous sounds until it convinced us that souls wear animal skin to be recognized and to appease inexistence with their body. No one knows accurately what may transpire since the photographer might accidentally raise the level of milk for a few seconds, and choke the world noiselessly, like a puppy, into the absolute darkness of white.