Jazz with Ella

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On the basis of Sergey’s sincere promise, the friend had ushered him into the Intourist Lounge at the airport. Strictly speaking, you were supposed to be a foreigner to sit there. But there was no one watching the door, and even the foreigners came and went as they pleased. He knew he really couldn’t pass for a foreign tourist under scrutiny. His haircut was good; he was rather proud of it. His friend Masha had clipped it for him, after a style from a French magazine. He considered it very dapper and modern. But one glance at the shabby, plastic shoulder bag hoisted over his worn work jacket would reveal the truth. Waiting patiently in the lounge, Sergey tucked his bag under the chair, sat back, and attempted to look western.
“Wait until after the big tour group is given their boarding passes,” his friend had said. “There’ll be room.” The big tour group were English speakers—at least they spoke mostly English and sometimes rather bad Russian. They were students, perhaps. Sergey wished he had learned English in school; it would be convenient in Moscow. Leaning over casually, he attempted to read the luggage label on a foreigner’s flight bag. Sanaba, Sanada, something like that. Oh, now he knew: Kanada. Home of the Toronto Miple Lefs or was it Mapple Lifs. He saw a red maple leaf embossed on the luggage—definitely the hockey player country. Well, if he got bored waiting, there were always a few things to discuss about hockey that surmounted linguistic barriers.
Sergey Ivanovich drew his attention back to the matter at hand. He had some knowledge of the Aeroflot plane that already stood on the tarmac outside the window. He knew how many passengers it could hold. After the large tour group, which would get first priority in boarding, and after the five official-looking functionaries who also used the foreigner’s lounge but appeared to be Soviets, and after the handful of soldiers he could see waiting outside of the lounge, it was dubious that Sergey Ivanovich would find a seat. He began to count, and as he did so, he did some thinking.
A worker such as he should have priority, but that was rarely the case particularly when you came from an outlying republic. The Tatar Autonomous Republic was actually part of the greater Russian republic; it was like the worm living within the swine. After raw materials had been extracted from the Tatar earth—crude oil on which the state depended—they might as well have been part of Siberia for all that Moscow was concerned. He didn’t dislike Russians, in fact Sergey was the product of a Moscow-born father and a Tatar mother.

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Water in the Wilderness

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“There’s no rat, I’m just kidding.”
“Just kidding?” Rachael screamed. “you’re mean Ronald Harrison, you’re rotten mean.”
“It woke you up though, didn’t it?”
Rachael began to cry.
“Aw, I’m sorry. Don’t cry. I didn’t mean to scare you.”
Wiping her nose on her coat sleeve, she muttered, “Doesn’t matter. I’m not really scared of rats, anyway. Just surprised me, that’s all.”
Ronnie didn’t answer. Instead he started them marching in a circle around the walls, each holding one of Bobby’s hands. Rachael wondered why she didn’t feel cold anymore. In fact, she didn’t feel much of anything. She let go of Bobby’s hand and sat down.
“Rachael ….”
“No.” She tried to yell, but her voice cracked through parched lips. “I can’t, don’t try to make me. I don’t care if I freeze or not.”
Ronnie picked Bobby up and deposited him in Rachael’s lap. “Here then, try to keep each other warm. I’m goin’ for help.”
Rachael gasped. “No, Ronnie, don’t leave us. Please don’t leave us.”
“I have to. I wouldn’t leave you if I didn’t have to.”
“Where will you go? How do you know where to go?”
“I’ll find a farm. There has to be one around here somewhere.”
Rachael stifled a sob. She had to be brave for Bobby’s sake – and for Ronnie’s sake. He was trying so hard to save them, and she knew that if anyone could get help, he could. Hadn’t he saved them from freezing to death in the blizzard? Maybe he’d find Uncle Morley’s farm. It couldn’t be far away now. They’d been walking for hours, so they must be almost there.
“Okay, I’m going,” Ronnie said, “but promise me you won’t go to sleep, Rachael, or let Bobby go to sleep. You can rest for a few minutes but then you have to keep walking. Promise me, Rachael, and mean it this time.”
She sighed. “I promise.”
She heard him walk away, then saw the pale light filter in from the door as he opened it, then quickly close it behind him. She had never felt so alone in all her life.

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Tasos Livaditis – Poems, Volume II

Long listed for the 2023 Griffin Poetry Awards

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THEN I understood it was late and there was no place
le for me anymore “but why do they torture me?”
I asked “since we all live in a stranger’s body” and
when night came I went for a confession although
even the priest couldn’t explain it; I therefore tried
to search better and raising the lamp I saw in horror
that there wasn’t any house and that I was always
outside, “help” I yelled but so much time had passed;
then night came so the blind man could walk by
as if he was turning little pages with his cane a bit further
away sometimes he sang in a low tone voice, like his mom
or as if he wanted to cover the underworld and perhaps
that song was leading him and his dog.

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Orange

Return
The lush grass hid my footprints
hungry eyes observed the horizon
for the dust bowl steadily rising
upward to the void, there
where the pain of loneliness stood
forever guarding our precious secrets
our thirsty lips yearned
for the cool kiss of water and
I waited behind the honeysuckle
that surrounded the gate
I hid trying to see your smile
this June that I returned
from the long voyage
hoping to find you with open arms
while the man with the severed arm
the forever guard of the ideals
we loved to the point of despair
sighed momentarily and
revealed to the women who
behind the unpainted window-shutters
cried for the hardships of life
that truly, not everything was lost

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